lets get to the point im alone, thats it, im just alone. its weird that i would pefer to be aloneat home after school, but i......... like it (sigh). im not this depresed im just sad inside. have you ever heard the exprestion "you close away people like a door" if you haven't i made it myself, but i want my door closed locked and boarded so i can die inside. but i want to be with others and a person that i love.......... but lets face it how would love me. im a freak, people think it (and even say it out loud) and i think im a freak. also im ugly (not the hunchback of noterdame ugly ,sorry) but i have straight at the top curles at the bottom hair, glasses that i hate to wear (but i need to see) and im as skinny as "jake skelington" how i admire for his voice but mine hisses and i hate it.......... thats why im alone bechaus everyone hates me after they see me AND NOW I FEEL SUICIDLE BECHAUSE also I AM THE MOST UNLUCKY PERSON ON THIS DANMED PLANET THAT SEES TO HATE ME.. im alone, im alone, im alone, im alone and im worthless so shoot me bechause im already dead from the neck down andin my closed dieing heart, im not crazy right now, im alone........(crying on the inside)